cold and weak

Flu. I has it.

Oh why do I have to get this now?

I just wanted my Thursday to be normal for God sake! been sick for almost 1 week now gundamnit.
It’s 4:50 in the morning and I can’t sleep. It’s cold. Moving my muscles just an inch makes me want to cry. Now, let’s all be quiet while I type here. If Mom finds out I’m awake, I’ll get another scolding.

You push yourself too hard. You should rest. Please be nicer to your body.

She’s right, of course. People, just because you jog frequently, it doesn’t mean you are virus-resistant.
It’s almost 5:00 am. I don’t think I can sleep with these goshdarn back pains and fever. I think I’ll walk around the house and mark all places where I could have gotten or where the virus is making its merry home.

Goo-morning :)