lost virginity

  I've just lost my Gossip Girl Virginity. I watched the first ever episode as i've never watched one before, ever. I am utterly hooked and plan to spend the next two days watching one episode after the other.

Bye life..

Squidward Suicide

My ass was shaking before i slept last night.

I just wanted to forget about that Squidward Suicide.

Then

I realized.....

My bedsheet was Spongebob

My pillows were Spongebob

My blanket was Spongebob

My shirt was spongebob

and i was hugging my Patrick stuffed toy

I wonder...

What's the use of the design on the slipper (the part where you place your foot), if it can't be seen when you actually wear the slipper when you walk? Do you need to take it off for people to see? It just doesn't make sense to me ...but nah, who cares anyway..:))

a mixture of ...

anxiety, excitement, depression, joy

That is what i usually feel in a daily basis. Which i don't exactly know why but i think it is what i feel. I don't know if  I'm just thinking too much or something. I hope nothing excessively sad and bad happens anytime soon.
Pretty sure i wont know how I'll handle it

As of now, I'm stuck in a rut.